NA CHA SAKNO MYAVASTHAATHUM

Na cha saknomyavasthaathum bhramatheeva cha me manah/ Nimiththaani cha pasyaami vipareethaani kesava//30// Arjuna is telling Sree krishna that he was to stand .His mind was wavering He is thinking of drastic extremities only.His mindset was such that even if he won the battle he wound not be happy over the victory.He was unable to remember things.Kesava means sree krishna who killed a demon named Kesi in the past. Nenu ye maathramu nilabada lekunnaanu.nannu nene marachipovu chunnaanu.naa manassu chalinchuchunnadi.O kesi samhaari!nenu vipareethamula ne gaanchuchunnaanu.Manishi maanasikamgaa durbaludaithe physical strength koodaa kolpothaadu anedaaniki ee sthithe manchi udaaharana.Arjunudu piriki vaadu kaadu.Dhanurvidyalo ande vesina cheyyi.Chapala chiththudu kaadu.Kaani okarakamaina nisthraana athani prathi kadalikalo,prathi maatalo manaku avagathamouthunnadi.Yenduku nirveeryudu ayyaado,thanake theliyani paristhithi.Induloninchi bayata pade margam koodaa athaniki kaanaraavatam ledu. Na cha sreyoanupasyaami hathvaa swajanamaahave/ Na kaankshe vijayam krishna na cha raajyam sukhaani cha//31// Arjuna is trying to reveal his state of mind to his friend,guide and philosopher,Sree krishna.He is unable to assess the benefit he would get by killing his kith and kin.He is unable to crave for the victory,kingdom or the pleasures that proceed after victory.He is in such a state of mind that leave alone his relatives ,he is reluctant to kill and win over his foes.It all seems to be meaningless to him.But in this anguish,he forgot his kshathriya dharmam. O krishnaa!ee yuddhamandu naa swajanamunu champuta dvaaraa ye vidhamugaa sreyassu kalugagalado nenu gaanchalekunnaanu.THadananthara vijayamunu gaani,raajyamunu gaani,sukhamunu gaani nenu vaanchimpalekunnaanu.Arjundu yentha deelaa padipoyaadante,sathruvulanu champedaaniki koodaa ishta padatam ledu.Ayinavaallani champi sampaadinche vijayamu,raajyamu ,daanivalla kalige sukha bhogaalu koodaa athanini utthejaparachaleka pothunnaayi.Intha vitharana chesthunnadu ,kaani thana kshathriya dharmaanni vismaristhunnaadu.Asalu yemi jaragakane smasaana vairaagyam chenduthunnaadu.Intha balaheena manaskudaina paardhudini yuddhaaniki samaayaththam cheyatam krishnudiki pedda savaale!